| Location | Columbia, Md, Usa |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 28/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 28/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,920 since 25/07/2008 |
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Abbi was born still on May 28, 2008. Her arrival was eagerly awaited by so many people but most of
all by her mommy. The doctor's words are forever engraved in my memory "I'm sorry there is no
heartbeat". The most devasting thing I have ever or will ever hear anyone say. The doctors think
that pre-eclampsia is the reason she is not here with me. She was so little, 3 lb 2.6 oz. She
still had growing to do. She was only 34 weeks gestation. She looked like an angel. She had a
head full of beautiful dark hair. She had long fingers and a cute nose. And her feet...they make
me smile. She had big feet for such a little baby.
Abbi is so loved and missed. I am fortunate that I have so many pictures of her. I look at them
everyday. She will always be the love of my life. I miss her beyond words. She will be in my heart
forever.
I love you Abbi-bug
Dear Abbi,
The Walk to Remember at the cemetery on Sunday was a success! There were so many people that turned out. I am sorry that there weren't more people there wearing your shirt. Maybe next year I will be able to get more people to come for you. But those that love you most were there.
I have bought all the candles for Thursday. I sure hope the weather holds. It will be a little hard to keep candles lit if it is raining. There should be some other parents there with me. And I will be lighting candles for some of mommies friends who have babies in heaven that live in other states. I hope you will be able to see the light from heaven. There will be lots of light all across the country and it is all for the special babies who are not with their mommies and daddies.
I am so glad I finally had a dream about you. I hope I have another one soon! It gave me such a happy peaceful feeling for the whole day.
It is getting colder now. Fall is here and I think winter will be here very soon. I love the early part of fall but don't like when it starts to get really cold. I don't like to be cold. It too hard to warm up. I hope heaven has seasons but that winter is not cold. I wish you and I could go out and play in the leaves, make snow angels, pick the spring flowers, and play in the sprinkler in the yard. I can see your little smiling face and hear your contagious laugh.
I miss you and I love you!
Love
Mommy
Dear Abbi,
Today was such a beautiful day. The type of day you and I would be doing something fun outside. Ms. Meg took her daughter to the zoo today. I think you would love the zoo. Watching all the crazy funny animals. The monkeys always make me laugh. And I love to watch the lions and tigers. They are so beautiful and powerful.
In 3 weeks there will be a bunch of people at the cemetary. Remember last year when all those people came and all mommy's friends and grandma and grandpa all wore shirts with your picture on it? We are going to do the same thing this year. And we are going to wear the shirts with your picture. I hope you and all the babies will be watching.
Your mom is doing very well in school. It is very hard working and going to school. I just keep telling myself that when I am all done it will be worth it. I want to do well so you can be proud of your mom.
Be a good girl and keep an eye on all the other babies.
I miss you and love you!
Love,
Mommy
Dear Abbi,
My favorite time of year is here, Fall. I still love fall but I am sad that you are not here to see everything that happens during this time of year. When I was pregnant I always thought about what we would do when the leaves started to change. This is the time of year the weather is almost perfect. I would imagine you and I at the park, watching the squirrels; hanging out in the yard with Phobee, going for walks around the neighborhood. I hope you have fall in heaven. I hope you get to play in the leaves. I hope you get to feel the crisp air, make sure you put a jacket on. I hope you get to carve a pumpkin. I hope you get to have all the fun that goes with fall.
I miss you and love you!
Love,
Mommy
Happy Birthday!
Dear Abbi,
Happy Birthday sweet girl! I hope you had a wonderful day. I miss you so much and wish you were here so I could give you a big birthday kiss and hug. I am so glad I got to spend your day with you. I think we will make it a tradition to start and end the day together. I can't think of anyone I would rather spend my time with. I think you would have loved making a big mess of the cupcakes I made. I imagine you would have icing all over your face, hands, everywhere. Today was very special, it was only missing one thing....you! I know your spirit was here though. The ladybug from Melissa and Stephen will go with the rest of the collection. It was so nice of them to remember you on your day. Next month will be Hope and Faith's day. We will have to do something special for them. Maybe you could help me come up with something.
It's been a long day sweetie pie and I know you need your rest and so do I. I know you will be a good girl. Give your great grandpa's a kiss and hug for me and tell Jamie that her sweet little Angel is doing so well. She would be so proud, just like I am off my little angel.
I miss you and LOVE YOU!
Love,
Mommy
A Silent Tear
Just close your eyes and you will see
All the memories that you have of me
Just sit and relax and you will find
I'm really still there inside your mind
Don’t cry for me now I'm gone
For I am in the land of song
There is no pain, there is no fear
So dry away that silent tear
Don’t think of me in the dark and cold
For here I am, Ill never grow old
I'm in that place that’s filled with love
Known to you all,as heaven up above god bless you.
love theresa xxx
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
Abbi
Dear Abbi,
I have been thinking about you a lot this month. A couple weeks ago we celebrated Lucy's 4th birthday, and I thought about you as she was blowing out those candles. I know it's selfish, but there are many of us that want you here with us. I know where you are is nice, and you don't have to deal with all the owies here on earth but we still want you here. I have been thinking of your mommy too and wishing her peace and hope as she travells through the anniversary of your birth and death.
We'll never forget you.
Love,
Stacy and Lucy
Dear Abbi,
I am sitting here looking out the window watching the squirrels on the deck. I can't help but think how you would be laughing at how silly they are and how funny it is to watch Phobee "stalk" them. This week I am on vacation so I know we would be having a lot of Abbi/mommy time together.
There are two new babies out at the cemetery. Please keep an eye on them. I don't know their names yet but I am sure you have met them. Make sure they get to meet all the other special angels.
It's hard to believe in 3 days you will be gone for 9 months. It's so strange to me that some days it can feel like it happened yesterday and some days it feels like a lifetime ago.
Let Angels mommy know that Angel is doing very well. She is getting to be so big and can roll over all by herself. She has the chubbiest little cheeks.
Give both grandpa's a hug for me.
I miss you and LOVE YOU!
Love,
Mommy
Dear Abbi,
My precious angel I hope you are being a good girl. I hope you like the christmas tree we brought to the cemetery. Your grandma found most of the ornaments, the angels and snowmen. The little star is the one your great grandma sent to you. I hope all the babies like their ornaments and I sure hope they hold up with the crazy weather. I didn't think this is how our first Christmas together would be. I hope you had a big party with all the babies in heaven.
I want to read you a story. I found this book when I was out shopping and it is the perfect little story for you.
Little Angel
by Sandra Magsamen
You are a blessing and gift to me.
An angel is what you are and what I see.
I waited for you for so very long....
to hum you a lullaby and sing you a song.
I have loved you right from the start.
I believe you have always been here in my heart.
You are perfect just as you are.
You are a precious shining star.
Yes, you are an angel sent from above.
A miracle to hug and forever love.
God bless Hope and Faith, Tai, Carlos, Elizabeth Anne, Manny, Sebastian and Kendra, Ava and all the Children's Garden children.
I miss you and LOVE YOU!
Love,
Mommy
Dear Abbi,
I got a package in the mail today from your great grandma Anderson. One of the things inside is a gift for you. Don't worry I didn't open it. We will save that for Christmas day. It got me to thinking about all the gifts that would be under the tree for you. Your stocking would be overflowing with surprises from Santa Clause. Your grandma, grandpa, and I are going to be bringing some ornaments out for all the little babies on Thursday. I also have a little tree and some decorations for you. Your great grandma also sent me a program from her church. She donated flowers to the church in memory of you. She sent me one to put on your scrapbook. It is a very pretty white carnation with a red trim.
The weather has gotten very cold! I wonder if heaven has seasons. I have always imagined that the days are sunny and warm and the nights are peaceful with a sky full of stars. Have you found your star yet? When I find a telescope you will have to help me find it. I took your certificate over to show your grandma and grandpa. They thought it was very nice. It will look so nice when I get it framed.
Are you keeping an eye on Faith and Hope, Tai, Carlos, and Ava? Tell them their mommies and daddies miss and love them very much. Give Jamie a big hug and let her hold you tight. Let her know that ther are a lot of people looking out for Angel and she is getting stronger everyday.
I miss you and LOVE you!
Love
Mommy
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