| Location | Columbia, Md, Usa |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 28/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 28/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 7,687 since 25/07/2008 |
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Abbi was born still on May 28, 2008. Her arrival was eagerly awaited by so many people but most of all by her mommy. The doctor's words are forever engraved in my memory "I'm sorry there is no heartbeat". The most devasting thing I have ever or will ever hear anyone say. The doctors think that pre-eclampsia is the reason she is not here with me. She was so little, 3 lb 2.6 oz. She still had growing to do. She was only 34 weeks gestation. She looked like an angel. She had a head full of beautiful dark hair. She had long fingers and a cute nose. And her feet...they make me smile. She had big feet for such a little baby.
Abbi is so loved and missed. I am fortunate that I have so many pictures of her. I look at them everyday. She will always be the love of my life. She will be in my heart forever. She is forever loved, missed beyond words.
I love you Abbi-bug
Dear Abbi,
Happy Birthday baby girl. You are 3 today. I hope you are having a wonderful birthday in heaven. I wish we could be together to celebrate your special day. Tomorrow I will be at the beach with your Grandma and Grandpa. We will fly the ladybug kite I bought. I hope I can get it to fly. I will fly it as high as I can. Make sure you look for it. I miss you very much. I love you! Happy Birthday.
~GOODNIGHT LITTLE ANGEL~
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-♩♪♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♩♪♫♬
♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♫♬
♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ABBIGAIL ♫♬
♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU . ♫♬
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Dear Abbi,
It is almost your birthday. Only two days. When I think back to two years ago it's hard to remember being that happy. I remember being so excited that it was almost time for you to make your entrance in this world. I just didn't know that you would be gone before you had the chance to live. I know you lived inside my tummy but you didn't get the chance to live your life. You were gone before I got to know you, before anyone had the chance to know you. You would be turning 2 and you would have your own personality. I know we would be having so much fun. I think about all the things we would be doing together. I wonder if you would be one of those happy, giggly babies? How many people's hearts would melt from your smile? Would Phobee be annoyed with the bundle of energy I am sure you would be? What kind of fun things would you do with your grandpa and grandma?
I miss you very much. I think about you everyday. You are the reason I get up everyday. I love you and my heart will always have a piece missing.
Be a good girl.
I miss you and love you with all my heart!
Mommy
Dear Abbi,
I was at the cemetary today and I got to meet one of the angel babies grandmother. Somehow she knew I was the person who does the decorations. I got to tell her about you and I got to hear about her granddaughter Saniya. I could tell she was very sad not only for her daughter but for Saniya. It sounded like they had alot of family that comes to the cemetary to visit Saniya. I wish we had more family in the area to come visit you. It makes me sad that your great grandmothers, cousins, and great aunts and uncles don't live close enough to come visit you. But I know they think of you and love you.
It was such a beautiful day today. Perfect weather to go to the park or for a walk around the neighborhood. I always wonder on days like today what would we be doing. I know we would do something fun. Maybe go to the lake and feed the ducks and have picnic. Maybe go to the park and have fun on the swings. Maybe go to the zoo and see the funny animals. Do they have spring days in heaven? Do you get to play in the sun and warm spring breezes? I always wonder if heaven has seasons. I know you are being a good girl.
I miss you and love you very much!
Mommy
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Dear Abbi,
I got all the leaves raked at the cemetery and all the fall decorations cleaned up. So the place is all ready for the Valentine's day decorations. I can't wait to see how they look. Your mommy just got a promotion at work so I will be very busy for the next few weeks. I hope I can work up to the expectation. On Monday I will be going to the support group meeting at the hospital and all the mommies and daddies are going to bring pictures of their little angels. I can't wait to show everyone your pictures. I think I will take the map of your star to show everyone. I'll bet no one else has one of those. It will be very nice to see everyone's pictures. I know so many of the names but it will be so special to see their pictures. Uncle Ray passed away a few days ago. I am so glad you have another person with you in heaven. You will love Uncle Ray. He is so much fun and he just loves little girls. Please give him a big hug and kiss for me. Be a good girl.
I miss you and love you very much!
Love
Mommy
Dear Abbi,
I am sorry mommy hasn't written anything on your page in such a long time. I have been so sad, missing you. I wish you were here for me to hold and kiss. I can just imagine you, Phobee, and me all cuddling in the bed. I think you and Phobee would be best buddies now. She probably would not have been very fond of you at first. Anything that takes attention away from her she doesn't like. But I think you guys would just love each other.
I have been working on valentine's decorations to take to the cemetery. I am sorry the weather didn't cooperate so the holiday ornaments could have been put out there. We will save them for next Christmas. Hopefully it won't snow anymore and maybe the weather will warm up just a little so I can get the valentines ones in the ground. They are really cute. Little bears with red and pink bows. They each have a little heart that says... I love you beary much! They will look so cute out there. I will go out there soon and clean up all the old decorations and candles. Get it looking nice. It is so hard to believe that a new row has started and it is almost 1/2 full. My heart breaks for all those babies lost and their families. Hope and Faith's mommy and daddy had a little baby boy. His name is Christopher Logan. He was a very little baby when he was born but he is growing every day and is so big now. I am sure they are watching over him to keep him safe.
I know you are being a very good girl. Remember to keep an eye on the other babies. Tell them their mommies and daddies love and miss them very much! Please give your great grandpa's a hug and kiss for me.
I miss you and love you very much!
Love,
Mommy
Dear Abbi,
The Walk to Remember at the cemetery on Sunday was a success! There were so many people that turned out. I am sorry that there weren't more people there wearing your shirt. Maybe next year I will be able to get more people to come for you. But those that love you most were there.
I have bought all the candles for Thursday. I sure hope the weather holds. It will be a little hard to keep candles lit if it is raining. There should be some other parents there with me. And I will be lighting candles for some of mommies friends who have babies in heaven that live in other states. I hope you will be able to see the light from heaven. There will be lots of light all across the country and it is all for the special babies who are not with their mommies and daddies.
I am so glad I finally had a dream about you. I hope I have another one soon! It gave me such a happy peaceful feeling for the whole day.
It is getting colder now. Fall is here and I think winter will be here very soon. I love the early part of fall but don't like when it starts to get really cold. I don't like to be cold. It too hard to warm up. I hope heaven has seasons but that winter is not cold. I wish you and I could go out and play in the leaves, make snow angels, pick the spring flowers, and play in the sprinkler in the yard. I can see your little smiling face and hear your contagious laugh.
I miss you and I love you!
Love
Mommy
Dear Abbi,
Today was such a beautiful day. The type of day you and I would be doing something fun outside. Ms. Meg took her daughter to the zoo today. I think you would love the zoo. Watching all the crazy funny animals. The monkeys always make me laugh. And I love to watch the lions and tigers. They are so beautiful and powerful.
In 3 weeks there will be a bunch of people at the cemetary. Remember last year when all those people came and all mommy's friends and grandma and grandpa all wore shirts with your picture on it? We are going to do the same thing this year. And we are going to wear the shirts with your picture. I hope you and all the babies will be watching.
Your mom is doing very well in school. It is very hard working and going to school. I just keep telling myself that when I am all done it will be worth it. I want to do well so you can be proud of your mom.
Be a good girl and keep an eye on all the other babies.
I miss you and love you!
Love,
Mommy
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